Hihi Rosco! Ready to read this long ahh poem? www i’m sorry but it’s hard for me to communicate in just a few words so i always end up making a ton of sentences :’))
It’s white day and i hope you’re getting all the gifts and beautiful letters you deserve!! Here’s mine, i truly hope i can get all my feelings through it and use written words to send you a message i wish i could send you telepathically lol.
Happy white day! It’s time to tell you how much I appreciate you: you’re my first kamioshi ever! I’ve never sent any supas to anyone in any platform because i’ve always been scared to do so and trust people randomly, i mostly (if not always) lurk in every stream i see or i just watch the vod (timezones go brr www) but you have something in you that makes me want to set an alarm at 3 am and watch live your streams.
You created i place where i belong and want to protect, roscals but also many avalights feel like family to me and this is all thanks to you and Avallum. Every time i join your streams i get welcomed by all the roscals, when you appear and say “it’s ya boy Rosco!” but also the “dap me up!” feel so natural for me now.
When we celebrated your 1st month I couldn’t believe time flew that fast while now I can’t believe there was even a before Avallum.
Funny enough, I don’t even like pink that much, your timezone is terrible for my sleep, you talk fast and i’m not native, you’re a tsundere (because you are! GOOFY), but te quiero mucho still. It’s difficult for me to say it in english because it can be misunderstood, everything is easier since you know spanish, te quiero mucho y te amo son muy diferentes pero en inglés ambas se traducen con i love you which is eughh :((
Changing topic, you get so relatable sometimes. At times even too much, I think i can assure you that all your past experiences that you share with us are definitely very useful. You may not know it but you’re being of great help for others but also for me included, thinks happen in life and you never know how much you can affect positively someone unless they tell you… sometimes it’s hard to say that too though you know, so i shall be the voice of truth hahaha
Your personality- no, your whole being is radiant, like a light that has been trough a lot, a light that has darker spots and almost faded into no existence but chose to keep going until it found a gem that could filter it into it’s own pure and splendid real self… that’s why i think you shine like no one else, call me crazy and delulu but i want to believe in you, i want to see you grow and shine so much you’ll become your own star.
But don’t misunderstand me, by this I don’t mean you are flawless. You may shine bright to me but you’re still human so remember: it’s always ok to make mistakes, you may have some regrets but think of them as part of yourself since you wouldn’t be the person we know and appreciate today without them. Thank you for being who you are.
Now, talking for my personal experience, i do really care for you. Please don’t think at this as me “patronising”(??) you, I didn’t even know that word until you used it. I’m always genuine in what i do and say, i would never treat someone that way. I know I’m just a text you see in chat but i hope your trust issues will lighten with time www as roscals we’ll always be here to support in the most genuine way.
Ahhhh… it’s hard to keep this in first person pov because i think all roscals share the same thoughts, you just created such a strong and healthy community in such a short time, i’ll never thank you enough for it. We really are some mice/rats who work together to tease the goofy zombie cat lol. May you never get tired of hunting us for being down bad on twitter or wild and crazy in chat (and even when we take Ls like in the roast stream,,,).
Jokes aside, i do admire you. You’re the one that keeps me creative, spreads joy and reminds me the importance of small things (cof cof rare wholesome rosco moments make me go tskr rq lmao cof cof) you also get a big plus for making me use english even more, as i said before, I’ve never been very active in vtuber fandoms but now I’m in 6 avallum servers! www trying to talk, read but time is limited and can’t keep up with everything :’)
You also make me try new things! Not only you make me go out of my shell a bit more but also give me inspiration for new projects wether they may be for my uni life or internet one. I’m not a leader, more like a follower but you made me even start all of this voluntarily www i try my best to do things I’m not specialised in, learn new skills and be more ambitious about my future. “It’s all Rosco’s fault” yeah but in the most positive aspect ever.
This long message is coming to the end so i’ll use this small space to apologise. I’m sorry if i make some typos, if I can’t understand well what you say sometimes, if from time to time i make sentences that don’t really make sense and confuse others (www I don’t do it on purpose i swear). I’m grateful for the patience and the fun way people react to them but also the “what are you talking about 🤓?”, they brighten my days.
With all of this being said, I’ll never ever in my life regret being a roscal. I’ll keep this beautiful experience in my heart for the rest of my life, it changed me so much in such a short time (if we keep life as a scale of time) in a positive way. Hope this fever dream keeps going on for more and more years to come.
I love you roscals, avalights, Avallum and Rosco, in the most no parasocial way.
Wish you the best in the world to everyone ❤️.
Ps. I never use hearts, at max i use “✨” so you’d better be grateful, i do it just for you /j